thanks for the wishes

this birthday, i received a special gift from my friend in malaysia. they made me this hand made cards and calendar. so here are some of their wishes..

Yason
Semoga mikhal jadi orang sukses ya, tetep berpegang sama Tuhan, makin sayang sama Tuhan dan selalu berserah sama rencana Tuhan. Semoga mikhal makin sayang dan disayang papa mama, sama aku juga. hehe. Makin cantik, makin banyak temen, lulus dengan nilai bagus!

Semoga mikhal dapet pacar yang oke, yang cocok, ga kalah dominan ama mikhal, seiman, dan ganteng..

Tetep jago main pianonya.. makin dewasa dan bisa dapet kerjaan yang cocok. Walaupun mikhal orangnya kuat banget, semoga jalan hidupnya tetep dipermudah.

Moga-moga mikhal bisa jadi GOOD MOTHER kelak!!

LOVE YOU, SIS.

Nukke

Dear Mikhal,
Gila ga kerasa udah ulang taun lagi khal.. Time really flies. But you know what? I'm so happy to know such a "Mikhal" in my life!! and all the time we've shared together with our friends is not a waste. You have a great personality.. Hope you can achieve your goal.

Triandi

Mikhaal, nih dari tulisan gue udah tau kan siapa yang nulis.. (err... not really actually tri.. hahaha) Nih gue yang tulis sendiri, beda sama punya orang lain yang biasanya gue suruh orang lain tulisin.. Ini buktinya kalo lu special loh mik bisa gue yang tulis sendiri. hehe.

Tulisannya jelek, yang penting maknanya kan.. Happy birthday, all the best.. tambah dewasa, cakep, baik, manis, dapet cowo baru, sukses belajar di aussie.. Moga-moga taun ini taun yang baik buat lu..

Stella

Mikhal itu sweet, responsible, pinter, care sama temen (semua ultah temen dirayain, malah baru sekarang bisa ngerayain ultahmu..), dewasa.. Wish : better in your study & school, better in handling all your problems, better in any relationships.. Hope your "haven't come true" dreams become reality.. Wish you all the best and just so you know, your friends always got your back no matter what happens.

Nadya

Hey khal! It's nice to know you as my friend! Okay, gue akui gue penggemar blog lo. haha. You're such a good writter (and designer too)!! Keep your positive values. Kadang gue mikir, gue pengen jadi elo, yang punya keinginan dan kemauan yang kuat..


So, those were some of their writtings for me. Thankyou friends. I'm not what i am today without all of you. All of you are a blessing :)

where does this feeling come from?

Unexpectedly,

it hurts.
more than i could imagine

21

Thank u for YOUR protection, guidance, and blessing for these 21 years.

Time is really ticking. As far as i remember, it was just a while ago when i was spending my time in Regina Pacis high school. Busy with marching, busy with Korem at church, taking photobox, having lots of fun with hometown friends. Then I left home, migrated to malaysia, checked each corner of sunway and KL. And now here i am, getting older, seeing lots of my younger friends graduated from high school, welcoming those newbie in sunway, being familiar with sunway and KL places.

I'm still excited for what will come ahead, and i hope i will always do. But, i also realize that i'm not as energetic as i used to be to explore things and places. Well, we know KL is no more a new place for me and because of that, there is an excitement degradation to go here and there. I'm kinda tired. I remember those MUFY days when we used to go KL everyweek, by bus, and look for new places and malls to spend our weekends. And after a while one of my friend said, "I lived here much longer than u but seems u went to more places than me!" I just giggled. and took it as a compliment.

Wow! I'm 21!
Is it old to be 21? I don't really care. What i know is, that i'm so happy, thankful, and proud for what had happened in my 21-years-life. It has been amazing life i spent with my family, friends, special friends :P, and everyone else. I'm glad that i have the opportunity to continue my study abroad, to malaysia, to shanghai, and i hope to australia too. Having the most supportive and cool family, having best friends, having this personality that makes me able to adapt and not too dependable to others.

I like challenges.
I love new things.
And i love all of u.

Papa, Mama, Yason, budimans, andimulias, ex-Korem & GKI, Sisiel, Dita, Erick, Nani, Helga, Andal, Nanad, Nathan, Kak Gembong, Adri; Paksina, Adel, Feb, Nad, Jessi, Via, Ben, Sam, Ita, Vaco, akang teteh dan adik2; school friends, Beni, Anto, Cindy, Erwin, Lipi, Shinta, Riris, Didi, Mike, KB; Malay friends, Nukke, Tri, Sasa, Alvin, Yos, Supi, Jean, Peter, Emily, Daniel, Fenny.. Everyone else. Sorry I cant mention it one by one. Hopefully i have become a good friend to all of u.

and most important, thank u GOD for this awesome life! :)

leave

all my bags are packed
i'm ready to go
i'm standing here
outside your door
i hate to wake you up to say goodbye..

it's a semi-back for good for me, i supposed. leaving malaysia for the whole coming semester. this is it. this is what i aimed for in monash. going exchange to australia. indeed, i'm so excited. i'm still on progress in my exchange preparation, applying visa, looking for accomodation, etc, etc.

but on the other hand, i was a bit sad, having the fact that i need to say goodbye to malaysia, to sunway, to friends, and to my awesome life in malaysia. two and a half year journey there makes me really love the environment there. i'm glad that i could have fun each and every second i had there while some of my friends can't wait to go back home in every chance they had. it doesn't mean that i forget about my hometown. definitely not. but sunway had become my home too :)

I'll miss all my friends!
I'll miss W15!
I'll miss yosia and supi!
I'll miss yamcha, mamak, and malaysian food! :P
I'll miss sunway!

But don't worry, i'll be back in July, for sure.
Zaijian malaysia! :)

resolusi taun ini ?

sejujurnya, saya masih blank soal resolusi tahun ini. haissshh..
perlu merenung dulu mungkin.

not good.
sepuluh hari sudah berlalu dan belum ada dream list yang perlu dipenuhi.
resolusi. oh resolusi.