this is not me

shoooot! one of my friend just told me that yesterday was due date for chemistry online test and i haven't done in at all. not even one of three attempt i had. didn't even remember. too bad mik!!!!! anjriiiiittt. siaaalll. aarrggghh..

why didnt i try, at least one, from long time ago.. i had much time, well it is not a one day online test with 15 minutes time limit. it is THREE (NOT ONE!!) attempt test with NO time limit, which is opened for around 2 weeks. yaa. i know. i was wrong. 100% my own fault. i thought i would do it near the due date so all the topic had been taught already and i could finish it easier. but the problem is, u didnt note the DATE! no point by missing the due date...

actually it nearly happened few weeks ago, with my bio Quiz. i was too busy with my holiday plan until i didnt even bother about our weekly online test. Fortunately, that time, i survived. a friend of mine helped me with the test.

And here i am. fall in the same hole.
:((

NO.NO. mikhal should have all her works done well.
too busy??
nonsense. that's only a reason to escape urself. to defend u from this stupid irresponsible mistake.
me dissapoint myself
....................................

hormon cinta

Mr. S bilang,

"Hormon cinta itu
cuma bertahan 3 taun aja..
Jadi kalo lu jadian cuman based on love,
dalam 3 taun yaa abis dehh baterenyaa"

Agree??
Disagree??

how do u see me?

some see me as a serious, calm,
quite, wise, organized,
introvert girl

on the other hand,
some see me as a cheerful, independent,
happy, powerful, confident,
active girl

so how about u?
how do u see me?

LDR

i have to admit, benar, saya kemakan omongan sendiri.

i used to against Long Distance Relationship a.k.a LDR. I felt there was no hope, no future prospect, no 'real' relationship in LDR. I mean, well, i want someone to hug, someone to be with, physically. i thought, how can u be in a relationship with someone without seeing him/her.. but reality speaks differently and now here i am, dealing with my own LDR issue..

i had this conversation with my friend one day,
K. A
"Emang lw tahan LDR mik??"

i replied
"Mmm.. yaa gue ga tau gimana ke depannya, i can't guarantee, dijalanin dulu aja, i'll do my best, and we'll see how is it going.."
gue juga ga bisa sok-sokan jadi jagoan LDR, i know it will not be that easy.

yah, i can say, this is a new chapter for me. but so far, it's working so well *yeay*.
and glad that im not alone. hahaha. banyak temen2 disini yang LDR dan fine2 saja.. so, i guess, i hope, this should be ok. bantuin yaahh.. ;)

so which side are u?? are u so PRO LDR or those who contra?? why??
feel free to give opinion..
thanks.

Sunday Afternoon

nice song. by Alarice Thio

it's a sunday afternoon, with you
let's play pretend on the swings,
and fly over the moon
you could be my superman,
and I will be your lady in a big white castle
save me from the monsters beneath my bed

if it's love you're looking for
you don't have to look too far,
cos I... am yours
maybe the girl who's perfect
is somehow right in front of you
and you might find her
on this sunday afternoon

it's a sunday afternoon with just two
lazing on the grass,
i'd pick a flower just for
you could be the one for me you don't even know how to read the signs
if only you knew that my heart would be yours,
in time

i'd write your name across the sky
turn sad songs into lullabies
but i'd stop myself, if only you knew....