Thursday, December 26, 2024

love hate breastfeeding

LOVE
- antibodi transfer
- unbeatable nutrition -- no other milk can replace mama's milk
- bonding with baby -- always thankful & grateful for this opportunity 
- bigger boobs after being flat my whole life previously .. now finally i hv cleveage ahhaha
- tingling sensation 
- kb alami (they said)
- GA MENS! total sudah 9 bulan + 9 bulan ga mens (prego + dbf)
- ngurusin badan (sukses kembali ke shape sebelum prego, bahkan lebih kurus, from 65kg i hit < 54kg now)
- comfort baby during ✈️ flight take off & landing 
- the best but also ekonomis
- always ready to drink: ga usah diangetin/ diseduh

HATE
- bawa bawa pump everywhere i go
- lumayan langganan clogging - tersumbat bisa sebulan sekali.. tetap panik setiap kali terjadi
- mesti pake baju bukaan depan/nursing wear. . baju2 regularku dulu belum bs fully dipake lagiii
- error handling: kesenggol, tumpah, kelamaan di suhu ruang dan mesti dibuang 💔
- sparing all those hours for pumping. let say 5x @20 mins daily
- digigit pas tumbuh gigi. ouch!
- cari nursing room dl, or cari posisi yang nyaman buat baby but ok in public
- ngga ketaker berapa banyak yang sudah diminum/yang masih sisa di dalem

Des'24 : Lana 15 months+ ritualnya harus botol dulu full dose (75-100ml) , kalau sudah bs tidur mandiri dari botol, best scenario. 
kalau belum baru dilanjut dbf buat comfort dan bobo

Supply semakin seret. pengosongan cm pagi waktu Lana bangun, daytime 1-2x pump, malam pas Lana bobo.. ini sekarang kalo pump cuma dapet 40ml double pump.

Let's see how it goes and how it ends later on.